One Of Those Days..

Have you ever had one of those days where you are just in a complete panic about your life? Where everything you're doing seems to be wrong and you have no idea how you got to where you are? Not that your life is bad..that isn't the case at all...but that maybe it could be so much better?

I'm having one of those days...No, scratch that...I'm having one of those weeks.

This week my job is not good enough..not fulfilling or something. I keep thinking that I could be doing so much more. What keeps me here? Oh, I know. That's right..I need to make money. I forgot..because I have a mortgage, two car payments and five kids to feed. Silly me..

And I've spent way too much time looking at interior design blogs..and wishing I had a cute little house with pretty white couches and pastel colored walls and colored vases on all my tables. But the place probably wouldn't stay very cute and white for long..not with a three and four-year-old running around with kool-aid and crayons. I've come to the conclusion that these people, who's immaculate little house are blogged about over and over again, can not possibly have children. And if they do, then they must not be allowed in these rooms..they probably have them locked up in a playroom somewhere.

But the icing on the cake for this week has got to be the start of our weight loss "competition" at work today. Weigh-in day. I officially weigh the most I can ever remember weighing in my life. BLAH! I'm not even sure if I weighed this much during either of my pregnancies...I'm sure I did...but I can't remember. Maybe now I'll get serious about using that gym membership and putting my walking shoes into good use.

On a positive note, the week is almost over! :)